YOU’RE SO COOL

My heart was beating so fast, as though the time stops for me. I was flying high to the sky. Time showed at 2 a.m. I couldn't sleep. I’m happy when I found the name of the person who I was looking for. I became a secret admirer for 6 months. I adore the man who I have never knew before.

Six months ago when I was shopping in a supermarket,  I'd took food that is located high and hard to got it. I were not alone at the place, but it seems no one care about me. I kept tried to get that food, but I couldn’t. Suddenly the man who have a long hair came to me and helped me to get the food. I smiled and thanked him, but he did not answer, just smile to me. Oh my goodness! He was so cute. I melted to see his smile. He was the person to be stoic. But judging from his attitude, he's a man who cares and not chatty.

When I’m finished shopping I came back to the car with a lot of groceries on my hand. That day I was asked by mother to buy home necessities. Then, I would leave the parking the car. Wait! “I see something! What is that?” oh! I saw that man again, he parked his car near by me. I saw him with a smile behind windshield. In my heart I said "Oh my God, I wish I can know who is he."

The next day I went to College and met my Pals, named Robin and Baby. They were my best friends since senior high school, we were together for 8 years. I told the events at the supermarket to them. I was very excited when telling stories, and it makes them well curious with the man. A man who can make me falling in love at first sight.I always keep the man in mind, I always think "can I have his name and be close to him, God?".

I couldn’t sleep and the time already at 2 a.m. When I tried to close my eyes, I heard sound notifications from my smartphone. I looked and it comes from my account instagram, there is someone who add me to be friends. When I read and see it. Wow! my heart skipped, my heart was beating so fast. My face flushed like a tomato. “The man who was help me find my instagram account?” “Is this a dream?”  “Oh my goodness, his name is Juna.” I accepted his. He sent something in my direct message. Unpredicable! He greeted me and invite contacts. I replied with the glow face. We were chatting till we exchanged ID Line. Truly God answered my prayers. Thank you, God.

Juna was study at the same University with me, however we were in different faculty and he is my senior. He told me, before the incident at the supermarket, he has indeed often see me on campus. He said that he often see me from a distance, but he did not brave to say hello because his attitude being ignored to women. Hear the stories I was very happy. I think not just me who became a secret admirer.

He took me to eat lunch together. Actually, I wanted to reject because I was ashamed, but No! I shouldn't be ashamed. I met and we had lunch together. When I was closed to him I felt comfortable, he could make the atmosphere became pleasant as we spoke.

After our first meeting. The next day we were always met. Our time together more and more. I think I was falling in love. He treated me like a Princess. He always listens to anything I tell him. He responded with his trademark smile. He left the gadget always being together. He stared my eyes when I was speaking. He was very appreciative of the time when we were together.

When valentine day, he asked me to be his girlfriend. Ooh, it's a moment that I did not expect in advance. Initially even I would have thought that I could not recognize him. But the reality was different. God sent me a man who named Juna. I've always been thankful for that. He loved me with his own ways, he was still became the Juna be ignorant  but could he make me always happy every day. He's always holding my hand as we walked. 

I was introduced to his friends. He is not ashamed bring me to his friends. He called me by the name ' Oneng '. I didn't know why he called me ‘Oneng’. He has tones that he used to mention the name 'Oneng’. And it made me always laughed everytime when he called me. Oh Juna, you could just make me always laugh everytime I was with you.

Someday he forgot the promises we have made. He lost no news, but the time we have events for dinner. I tried to call him, but no answered. I'm angry and I’m silent. Then three hours later he called me and apologized. I just silent, I just listened to the reasons he said without saying anything. After the phone was turned off. Someone knocked on the window of my room, rather throw the window glass until I saw the outside of the room. As it turns out, Juna was outside and told me to meet him. I didn't want to see him, but he was still waiting for me outside. He told me to come out with the use of warm clothes. I see him and I brought Juna went briefly. On the way he was explaining all the reasons why he didn't give me the news, and the reason was logical and indeed could I receive. I forgot the moment that I had forgotten Juna’s attitude because he didn't give me the news. Again and again Juna made me melted by his attitude, he was so sweet for me. Recently I met a man like him. He was very respectful of women, he didn’t want to see the woman he affectionately grieving, he always had a way to appease the brides, by means of which he invented himself.

Robin and Baby already know Juna. We went to together, chatting and I introduced Juna to them. They have positive response regarding Juna, although initially they told that Juna is the person to be Stoic and not much to say.

The other time I tell how I was very special treated by Juna to my best friend. My cheeks red when tell it, and it made them smiled followup also heard my story. They gave me the advice to not too dear to Juna, even though I was treated very well and the specials, because they told me everything superfluous it's no good. They were happy I could along with Juna, however they also anticipate so Juna later will not make me cry especially hurt me. I listened to their advice.

On the other hand, I invite any play along with friends Juna. I was shy and I shared during their I much silent, but because Juna understand I was reticent, he finally took me to chat, she joked with her friend and I join the laugh for him, until such time as I'm no longer embarrassed in front of friends Juna. There are some friends who became a senior in my faculty. I often see it, but I didn't know that he was a friend of Juna. Sometimes, the world was narrow.  The people we met were the ones that were interconnected with those we love.

No one knows the future, could have been today we became very special to people, but tomorrow we became common only in the presence of that person. The human heart was ever-changing. The people changing attitude because itself or because of the time change. Lord, I'm always grateful to get to know Juna. Thanks, you introduced it to me. I'm very happy with it all. I hope the attitude of Juna won't change me. Keep being the Juna to be stoic and fun. Juna which was always been for me. Juna who was always holding my hand. Always wipe the my sweat when I was overheating. Juna which was always proud of me in front of anyone. Juna, you’re so cool.